Why these things keep happen over and over again?

Assalamualaikum...

Beginning of the story

- You tackle me 

- I like you

- We're friends

- I don't know your feelings towards me

- I start to love you

- Love more and more

- But still we're friends

You love

- to tease me

- to hurt me

- to make me cry 

- to make me smile

- to make me laugh

But the best thing is

- You are closed to me

- You treat me different than the other girls

- You treat me like your girlfie (sometimes)

- You treat me like your sister

- You care about me

- You make me smile with your unexpected text

- You make me smile with your treat

- You make me smile when I see you

- You make me smile when you reply my text/chat
- You make me happy with your calls

- You make me happy with your unexpected presents

- You will apologize when you make mistakes towards me

The unsatisfisfying thing is

- Your jokes sometimes make me cry although you dont know

- You love to make me jealous

- Your attitudes sometimes make me hurt so bad although you dont mean to do that

- You gone for a while and make me tired of missing you

- You treat me like I dont exist

- You treat me like you 'like it or not'

- You love to make me waiting for your text, call and chat

- You love sarcasing me (sometimes)

What I love about you

- Your kindness

- Your attitude

- Your style

- Your knowledge

- Your lifestories
- I keep our text in phone
- I write back what do we talk when we're on the phone

- I write all the stories about us in diaries instead of blog

What do I do

- Being myself 

- Being a friend that you like to be with

Now what

- You are far away from me

- You rarely contact with me

Sweet problems

- I want to forget you

- I want to forget you

- I want to forget you

*after a moment, phone ringing*

- You call me

- It's unbelievable

- I love it

- I miss you

- It's miracle

- I'm happy

*but then*

- You being silent for a long time

- I'm alone without you

- I miss you

- I want  to forget you

- I said I want to forget you

*phone ringing after a while*

- It's a call from you

- I feel happy

- I smile and smile all the time

- I tell my good friend

- The love feelings become stronger

*but then, same things happen*

- You being silent

- I'm alone

- I'm missing you

*these situation keep happen over and over again*

And

- I'm used with these situations

- I just dont care (sometimes)

What about now

- I just missed him

- Hoping he will call me and talk to me

- That's all I want


One else

- Thanks for entering my life and also my heart
- Stay being my good , nice , sweet, best friend
- I love you so my best man

Sincerely,

Secret Admirer